New Year

At last, the year 2004 has gone by. So many things have happened in the last 365 days that 2004 will be one of those years that I call the turning points in my life.

Anyone ever felt like there is not at one point, which everything in your life is at where they are suppose to be? just for a moment? Well, it hasn't happened to me yet.

I was prompted with choices and I had to make an important descision recently about my post school full-time career - the starting point of a new life, the non-student life. Well, I should say fortunately, I was offered from three different reknown companies: Deloitte, Telus and Expedia. Shouldn't I be happy? Well, for a moment. Then I think, okay...I've got a desicsion to make. Why so hard?

I think it's so hard because I don't know myself well enough. I don't know what my core value is. I've been trying to wanting to find out what my purpose in life, and what ultimately I should do. So, I did some soul searching, and picked one of the offers. Did I make the right desicsion? No one would know.

*phew* Career desicision is made. Now, one thing that is still hanging. Relationship.

In that department, I am still trying to sort out with this girl. Well, not really my job anymore. She doesn't know what she wants.

This is my question....Will there ever be a time where I can just sit down and say, the world is good. And I call it the 7th day - REST?!?!?